Dark Blue

I was misread I know. And, I am sorry about last night which I didn't trust you. Made myself sick with the negative thinkings. Made myself suffer with my strange thoughts.

However, still, I don't know how to make you mine again. I don't know how to make you smile at me again. I don't know how to make you look at me again.

Should I leave? Should I just give up? How would I feel then? Would the pain be gone? Tell me boyfriend, what should I do to change your heart? What should I do now? What should I do so that I won't miss you this much? What should I do?